It's been a while since I posted on my blog - approximately one year. What made me stop? I don't know . My 2011 was a good year. I have a job, i have lots of time with my friends, family, and my baby...Until everything was smooth sailing, a loved one passed away. Last quarter of last year, was a bit difficult for me, or should I say for the whole family. Our Papang died due to complication of Diabetes. We were ready if that will happen, but still we were hurt for his lost. During his wake, I seldom visit the visiting area, where his body was located, for some reason I don't know. Until Saturday of his first week, I have to go back to Manila because of my work. During that night we were praying before we left, I found myself crying so hard. It was that day it came to my senses, Papang passed away. He was there lying, eyes closed, wearing a tuxedo - that he will be gone for good. We all knew that his time with us was over. That he needs to rest his body with all the...